11 months

Its hard to believe that it has been 11 months since I lost my best friend, Chris :( So much has happened in the past year and I often wonder if he has had a 'hand' in some of this. Ashley came into my life right when I needed someone the most and I had been at my wit's end job wise and all of a sudden, this Duke job came up and everything seemed to fall right into place. I believe in my heart that everything happens for a reason and I am believe more and more everyday that Chris sent Ashley to me. Chris knew more than anyone all the crap I have dealt with in the relationship department.

I think of Chris everyday. I have pictures of him up around my house just so I can see at his smiling face everyday. I no longer cry when I see his face, I feel at peace, finally. I know he is my guardian angel. I still can't erase his number out of my cell phone, though...maybe sometime soon. The next month is going to be extremely hard for me, but I have a great new job to look forward to and I know I can get through this. Chris, you may be gone but you will never be forgotten.