8 months

Its hard to believe that it has been 8 months since Chris died. I still feel like I am in the middle of a bad dream but I know I am not. My anger with God has subsided. I now understand that He has a plan and there was a reason Chris was taken from us. But of course I still miss Chris terribly and so much has been going on and I wish I could call and tell him. But Chris is and always will be in my heart. My life will never be the same without Chris in it but I do know that I will be all right. I am now left to cherish and smile at the memories.

On to happier things! I am in the midst of my 6th week of marathon training! These past 6 weeks have flown by and I hope the next 14 fly by even faster! My sister has decided to run the marathon with me and I am super excited to start running our long runs together and crossing the finish line in February! I still can't believe that I am doing this but it is on my bucket list and if you know me well, you know that I never give up on achieving my goals and this goal is no different. This Sunday is a 9 mile run and next week, the double digit long runs begin!!!!