Feeling Optimistic

I am beginning to feel optimistic about the future. As most of you know, I finished my Master's in May and have yet to find a job. I did my internship with the NC Division of Public Health and they typically keep on their interns-this was the first year in 7 that they were not able to, FIGURES, right? I have that kind of luck. But I have been chugging along and applying to any and every job that I qualify for. Well I am finally having my FIRST face to face interview and I know I can rock this. I have a lot to offer and I know I would be a good assest to this company. With my confidence, I am sure to knock their socks off and I am doing everything necessary to make sure that happens.

On to other things...I am a very independent person but lately I feel like I want to finally settle down and share my life with someone, so I took a giant leap of faith and joined Match.com. I was a member in 2004 after I moved here since I didn't know many people and thought that was a great way to meet people. I should have known better than to try it again. I met 2 guys in 2004, one was nice and normal but there were no sparks. The other guy was CRAZY! He definitely had stalkerish tendencies, no thanks! Anyway, this time I didn't fare much better. I only went on one date and honestly, it went well but he was a little too stuck on himself for me. During the first date he asked me on a second date to go to a Canes game but then cancelled via email 4 hours before the game to CLEAN his house, what!?!? I thought I would be nice and give him a second chance but every time I talked to him, I felt nothing so I decided to email him and let him no it was over. For the record, I was going to call but I figured since he didn't have the decency to call me and cancel our date, he did not deserve a phone call from me, lol! His response to my email was that he agreed with me and was going to call and tell me that very night. Hehe, whatever, he did that to save his pretentious little face! I have the worst luck when it comes to dating, I swear I have a saying on my head that only weirdos can see. Eh, I know he is out there somewhere and I will find him, he might be right under my nose and I don't even know it! One thing is for sure-no more Match.com for me, I am finished with that!

Keep your fingers crossed for me for the interview next week!!! I want this job more than anything!