Just what the Doctor ordered

Things are slowly getting back to normal. I am slowly moving on. I have been super busy with my internship and work so that has helped me keep my mind off of things. I know that Chris would want me to move on and live my life but honestly, I feel guilty having fun and being happy. I know this part of the grieving process but nonetheless it is how I feel. To make matters worse, my brother in law's mom has been battling pancreatic cancer and as of yesterday, she has 24-48 hours left to live. So I have been anxiously waiting for my phone to ring and hear the awful news.

On to some better things....As you may recall, my very good friend, Liza had a baby girl on March 2. I was supposed to take them dinner that first weekend after they came home but because of Chris's death, I was unable to. So I took them a baked ziti and garlic bread dinner last night. I was also able to hang out and catch up with Liza and the whole time I got to hold precious Hayley:) She is such a sweet baby! She had just woken up and she was looking around with her little hand propped up underneath her chin, so precious! She did start to doze off toward the end of our snuggle time. I did not want to give her up but I had a big date with Ry at 5!! I got at Ry's and he ran right into my arms! We had such an awesome night together! We played outside, made pizza together and had a little pizza picnic in the living room while we watched Toy Story. Then we shared a piece of cake and watched Finding Nemo. I gave him a bath and he had a blast putting bubbles in my hair! I have honestly not laughed that hard in awhile and it felt good! It was a great night! Just what I needed after my past 3 weeks:)